so, you decided to mkultra a btch mkultra-in’ a btch means never learning to say sorry
never being able to face the need
always being able to deflect why
i deserved it
me never being around to be ignored on
how that”s not how the story really went
if it ever went at all
What would a WW2 german (or Austrian) do?
probably let Anne Frank fry
roast her like a pig
let the flag fly
tell a big bad bedtime story
she had to die, had to die
so you mk ultra’d a btch aerate the bloodlines keep em fed, fcked, happy, forgetful
disocio cope – tryin’ to survive
hungry, hungry matrooshka dolls,
fancying themselves free from the food chain
forsaking their place in the butterfly stroke
for this thing we call individualism.
[good one]
…………
an open book takes greater risk to the elements
it is also out of context of the whole
open pages often say less than covers
let the binding be the judge
it has seen greater tales than pages.
It seems like people think it must be me. Must be true then, I guess… True that my standards were both, too low, too high, never quite between enough; like I wanted not to have people in my life while begging too hard for them to stay or come back.
[metric overlook – graphology]
think about it…
what is the difference between thinking and knowing?
what is the electromagnetic signature of a thought or feeling?
how many replacement suggestions does it take to alter a memory?
if we learn the wrong histories, what are we doomed to repeat?
what is the difference between psychich ability and signal sensitivity?
If ghosts feared persecution, how would they signal us?
Why are natural waters so cleansing?
what is the difference between thinking and feeling?
does awareness alter reality?
depends.
how do we know?
what is the value of knowing?
[you don’t even know]
[unfettered playful metaphor]
[mess time sig]
[allusion legality]
hot girl in a coma summer
[your somatic ass…]
how far apart do you think beleif and reality are?
Perception and manifestation?
How effectively different are the cassandra complex and placebo relegation?
Don’t look, it isn’t finished.
Never share an unfinished product…
Isn’t that what they say?
if you want it done right, you have to do it yourself?
Reject the notion that these raw materials cannot find refinery in the able thoughts, prayers and deeds of my brethren.
The most successful propaganda project of our time and as evidence, we cannot see ourselves in it, often consenting participants.
unable to recall argument for coerion.
If the voice of God would crush the human brain to hear it, then where is the metatron?
With a truth so traumatizing it becomes a survival mechanism not to know, who will champion the ethics of empathy through the greys?
when all the true greats are thought to have imposter syndrome, who would dare to spot the imposters?
when the truth has demonstrated suxch impact as to effectively cause psychosis, what good use is there in telling it?
like a bone that must be broken if ever to be whole again, perhaps so too must our fractured realities.
if the society does not account for yet unseen forces, then why shouldn’t they call this psychosis.
what else would the DSM call the psychichs?
“I’m just very perseptive/intuitive/sensitive/insightul/responsive/receptive/instinctive/expressive/sentient, Doctor.”
[sometimes, a song is overplayed so as to fall silent to some and to torment the others who cannot not notice. somethimes the lights are too bright to keep you from seeing.]
If the truth were the sun- blinding to look at
Would you look?
What if it were just a dramatic exaggeration of a smaller, less threatening truth?
one designed to keep you from eeing the light
in the name of protecting your ability to see…
{see, i implored you to consider my perspective;
not for my own validation but because I believe myself
and I don’t think you’d like being played like a Trojan Horse
a toy to some
to many more
a machine of war}
How would we track a modern villain through evolution ?
Modern targets?
Modern genius.
Modern warning submerged in a sea of red flags?
Where’s Waldo?
Given common belief that we have ceased to evolve at all, how could we convince each other of the need to see that we are, in fact, evolving rapidly, so fast that our meanings have blurred, so obscured we falter to see the shapes cast over our own vision.
Not even the puppetmasters know who pull their strings (or that they have them), hardly get to see the impacts of their own shows.
Certainly not the kaleidoscopic refractals their illuminations bend beyond them… the particles bent and ricocheted years beyond their purview.
Our worlds greatest villains are but infants given toys too dangerous for them to understand, they should not even be allowed to use them, they do not understand the power enough to conceive of the responsibility, which is possibly why the guns were left as toy tools, directions suggesting where to shoot.
The most honest shrug you ever saw.
[Sometimes I could hear them shouting; at the screens, at each other. It gave me hope.]
Hello, it has been difficult to find you. That is because you would know what I mean. You would be able to analyze it for truth, know that it is real and believe that it is happening, because you would know where, and what to look for. You would be able to see that I am not [crazy] but maybe a little psychic with a magic dog. You would understand why, for the next bit, we ought act naturally, be goal oriented, like magicians only pretending to reveal their whole hand. As far as your phone or any other reflective surfaces here ought to know- this is just a visit, and you won’t be helpful at all. 😉
Shock torture could be [is] happening to unwilling participants in broad daylight, here, in this part of the world, in this time, while protesting genocide, scorning some for not knowing better while others for putting themselves in the line of fire…
it would be crazy for one to consider that positive and negative reinforcement training could be [is] tested and practiced via a subversion of targeted corresponding EMF’s and other variable metrics.
It would be crazy to consider unseen forces.
Don’t want to be associated with all those religious types, all those crystal hippies, all those (X) stigmatized divided and conquered languages who fell at the Tower of Babel, all those astropsychichsciencesnootyintellectualconspiracytheorinartisttypes…. If we all knew we were saying the same thing we would be so hard to calculate….
[I wonder what the EM signature of Meth is?]
[a 3rd gen Nazi experiment. Kind of a psychosis, just a very different kind than most would relate to it at this time.]
[draining & discomforting]
[as crimes tend to dress up as victims
and there simply isn’t the resources for empiricism
in any realm]
“Sometimes you just have to trick people.”
and though I may resent certain members of my past
for tricking me too much,
I’m beginning to get rather believing
in the notion that many of you have
not been tricked enough (or, have yet to take on the trauma of discovering or admitting that, yet)
For all the energy you people put into protecting your peace….
y’all sure do take your grip on our shared realities for granted.
not one of you has presented a real argument for disregarding my testimony.
So, let’s say I’m back to not believing in evil,
but am more interested in the salvation of confession,
the absolution of shame,
the divine purpose of the lukewarm sinners and believers alike.
I want to twist with the words until I understand what they stand for.
Don’t leave the shapeshifters forsaken for lack of sight of their place in your God’s plan.
When we were made to learn false histories, what pattern was intended for us?
If knowledge is power, then what are secrets?
What is misinformation?
Why is freedom of information important?
Why isn’t our education system doing better?
Why is everyone so traumatized and istic these days?
To the spirit scientists of social memory magic that were too carefree recording measurements to spend time with the position:
See what you did wrong there is you plugged the #’s in backwards, got an inversion.
The results surely mean something, makes some shapes, may even bend some wills.
[I feel history may have been more accurate when we just said, “yeah, I don’t know what happened there.]
Have you noticed all the community venues & shops close down?
Makes you wonder, where would you go in a techopalypse while being triangulated away from help by an AI informed by EVERY record of, by or about you?
In the gap years between the release of tech. And corresponding research & regulations…
now the target audience *are* the beta testers, *are* the billboards and crash test dummies…
Wonder my handlers only bother to delay my attempts to breach for freedom, they control the computers that influence the people that control the programs that influence the people that shape the communities that inform the data logged into the computers that control the machines that execute the functions that power the people and sublimes messages that it’s crazy to believe that…
[who are you working for?]
Remember Jubilee?
Not enough people remember Jubilee.
I do, because I was like her.
I wonder now if i was born electric… or maybe just magnetized… i wonder what could be done to groom a child to be more receptive to interference.
Salty. Low Fat. Dehydrated. Otherwise Incapacitated. Over or under fed, high or low on sugar, over rot under stimulated, exhausted or overslept….
Shit, the closer I get to proving anything the more there is to prove and the harder it is to prove any of it and the more important it is to try…..
Solve for x 
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