Am I Worthy, Yet?

“Everything in it’s right place, right?
So, to get in line, I
arranged, rearranged, deranged, estranged
& x-referenced all the positions
I could find hoping to
true myself a stance
I can really land on.
A pin I could spin and innerstand on.

I need to go North
Even if that means heading
South to get there.

I can scarcely see my own point through the system
Needle in the storm
I have memorized it’s place,
I have to keep on going.
Time to keep straight steady pace
I will find the Myth, the Rhythm the Legend, Home.”

-X