“Hello [redacted],
That number I gave you is one of the reference numbers for BC housing, I have to wait another week for the other one.
As for reference letters I have attached 1 from the manager here.
Others will be difficult to collect.
The truth is – though it is seldom believed – is that I was hacked for several years by people who wanted/want me to kill myself. They have enacted this abuse since (at least) 2019 when I last had stable housing by attacking my social network slowly over a long period of time (and everything else including my medical records) through very complex fraud which I only became aware of last year. I have nobody left who knows me. Those who remain in my life still have damaged impressions of me through the digital plaigerism that was carried out in my name.
It is for these reasons that I have noone and nowhere to turn. I used to have very promising prospects touring as a music professional, and used my platform to stand up against abuse which is how I became so targeted.
For these same reasons digital transmissions are very difficult for me, as I cannot reasonably trust them to be private or genuine. I cannot even really trust that this message to you will go unadulterated or that it will be properly understood after how the trauma has altered my attempts at communication (reference to Social engineering) I have made taken a great deal of measures to innoculate new accounts and protect myself so, there’s reason to hope.
This has caused me to be victim of unintentional and undeserved abuse by police (who as of yet have refused to take a statement at least 5 times, responding with abuse), doctors, and many of my loved ones, as they too were (and largely are) unaware of the manipulations taking place.
It is also how I was brought as low in life as using meth in the first place, which became party to the perception manipulation used against me by manipulating my perceptions as well as those of me, to an extremely thorough and inhumane extent.
I know this sounds crazy – it *is* truly insane. I risk my safety and credibility further every time I try to ask for help for the unacknowledged fact that I have been surviving modern torture for several years.
If this had not happened, I would have no problem providing ample references to my character and in fact I would not need to. I had many references but they were lost with the seizing of all of my old accounts.
I tell you this in my seemingly undying hope that my story will someday be understood knowing that I will never be properly understood or helped without this context.
Please be kind as trying to explain these things is traumatic for me trusting that I will not be understood or believed as my story is as of yet and to my knowledge unrepresented in precedent but I so desperately need help.
Thank you for everything, in any case.
I will continue trying to find people who can speak somewhat to the truth of my character. I suppose I just wanted to explain some of the obstacles despite the risk of dispelling the understanding I so desperately need…..
Thank you.”
X came to find that others would have to see her clearly enough to know that she would never say such things if they were not searingly true and importantly so, in order to see her clearly enough to hear the things. Nobody knew, and she was left but to guess as to how to show them from such confining and ignored circumstances.

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