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Nasti Weather & The False Predictions.

Yet another thing they stole from her.

HEVN (~2017):

(F, D7)

I’m gonna row up to heaven in a boat
Gonna row away to heaven in a boat, in a boat
When they take me to the water just to see if I’ll float
You can wrap your lovin’ arms around my soul

I lived a life that my mother called sin
But she said if I come knockin’ you will let me in
Been a little while since I did pray
But someone’s gonna let me in anyway, anyway

And the dead can tell by my lookin’ around
Oh, those angels trumpets, well, they drove me down
A life in between, will you give me that sun?
Proof that hell is different than we thought it was

But why can’t I see my babies in there?
Tell me where they are, where they are
I didn’t let ’em go, I left them in your care
Tell me why they aren’t in your arms
Tell me why they aren’t in your arms
Tell me why they aren’t in your arms

I don’t wanna go to your heaven in no boat
May be a sinner, but you’re no kind of lord
And if I’d have known you’d keep this house so cold
I’d have you send me where it’s warm, where they are
Send me where it’s warm, where they are
Tell me that it’s warm where they are
Tell me that it’s warm where they are

Heart (~2017):

(Dm, G7, E7, A)

Well, my heart is so full that it’s heavy

And lord, it’s so heavy, it aches

And it aches so bad it could be bursting

And it can’t burst if it can’t break

A creature so wild you can’t tame it

You can’t contain what you don’t own

But you can treat ‘em kind, give em a reason why

They should follow you home

Claiming power in that you named it,

Don’t make it a thing that you know

All the words in this whole wide world

Won’t describe what that creature holds

So, get to work on the good life

Stick your last, do what you’re told

You were born in the house that oppression built, but

That don’t make it your home

My Heart is so full that it’s heavy

Lord it’s so heavy it aches

Aches so bad, it must be bursting

And it can’t burst if it can’t break

Hurtin(G) (~2015):

(G, G6, Am, Em)

I wanna love you
I wanna be the one who can
I wanna love you
Want you to be my lovin’ friend
I wanna hold you
Hold on as best as I can
But I
got a way of wantin’
so many things
Oh, you know,
I just don’t understand

Sugar, no, don’t call it
Ain’t no insecurity
Just cuz, every other woman
has got a leg up on me
And I don’t wanna be strong
If I’m strong, then soon as you know
About them golden windows
Won’t think twice or
Look back when you go

(B, C, C7, G)

And it’s sad
But it’s funny cuz it’s true
All those hurtful things I tell myself
Won’t save me hurtin’ over you

My hearts not broken for the fixing
But it’s got a memory that pines for the day that
I can rest easy in the arms of some better way
Wanna be better than it all
Smoke & mirrors that makes us all fools
But here’s being human I guess
If not confused we’d have nothing to do

And it’s sad
But it’s funny cuz it’s true
All those hurtful things I tell myself
Won’t save me hurtin’ over you

So I wanna love you
But you’ve gotta understand
If I am gonna love you
I am gonna want that lovin’ friend
I don’t wanna own you
Still, you could come see about me
Good as I am most days by now you know
That’s not all I can be
All I can be

And it’s sad
But it’s funny cuz it’s true
All those hurtful things I tell myself
Won’t save me hurtin’ over you

Anyway (~2018):

(G, C6, G, Em, G, C6, A, A7, C6, G)
Fresh from the thick again
Donning the mire
Unsure if it happened or we made it
If it’s worth the wonder why

Poor me, tuggin’ at their shirts
“Can you pick me up?”
I was feelin’ too heavy
I was feelin’ small enough

(G, Am, Bm, G, Bm, Am)
Don’t wanna hold or be held by it
Let it go, pass it by, be around
When I boil it down to right now, well,
It’s just what it is

Not sure if it killed that cat
But it saved me
Wonder what’s gonna happen when
I’m through with all my wondering

Taking stock of our stores
All we have to hold and show
Calculating pointlessly to find that
They’re everything or they’re nothing

Looking back
How can I claim to see?
When my vision is clouded with
Memories, like they’re prophecies

Is the difference between
Careless & carefree
Left in the hands of a judge
Who found obsolete the finery

The point of our pointlessness
We’re never quite sure what it is
That we’re living proof of exactly
But we’re here, neither tainted nor pure

Belly (~2018)

A7, B7, Bb7
Take me where the big trees are
I wanna go
Let me dangle for a while
You bring the shears, I’ll bring the rope
G7,A7
In the land of illusions you bring a pocket mirror and a gun
Let me dangle for a while, let my belly run

Take me to the big dogs yard
I got a bone
Let me howl for a while
OooOOooooh
Got a bone to pick, Got a stone to throw
Would you bury it? Would you let it go?
Domestication’s only in your head
And I don’t think about it in my nice warm bed

Put me in some danger
I wanna feel alive
Just a semi-firm hand across my neck
Really breath for a while
But I saw you turning the lights down low
How you gonna tell me it’s the same as before?
Bury the hatchet, you can watch it grow
Hear the heartbeat banging through your bathroom floor

…..

Red wagon rode over my all for fun
So I sold that red wagon bought a Tommy gun
Now I’ll tend to my Tommy for they bite my hand
You can hold me to my horses til I master them

Slice (~2017)

(Dm, Bb,A)
So you wanna little slice of my,
’cause I look so sweet, ’cause I look so high
Would you sever all the parts that you like
(Bb, Dm, A, Dm)
From the deep dark roots that give me life

So you wanna know what I know
Don’t wanna know where I been though
Would you sever all the parts that you like
Leave me sittin’ in a jar, losin’ life

Ch:
(Bb, A)
I’ve got the long, long teeth,
Got that young, young blood,
Got that salty tongue, got that puppy love
I’m that place you go where you get what you need
where the heart’s still warm but the blood don’t bleed

Did you think that all the shameful things that you heard about that girl
We’re any different from the ideals they have gone and put on her
Damn anybody and you’ve damned yourself
It’s no life sittin’ on the shelf

Tryna be better than what got you hurt
Damn that filth and you’ve damned the earth
As it is in Heaven, so it is in the dirt
As it is in Heaven, so it is in the dirt

Don’t you touch it, you don’t know where it’s been,
How many hands, how many men.
Shook her down, found she’s not for them
Left her feeding on the rotten

I’ve got the long, long teeth,
Got that young, young blood,
Got that salty tongue, got that puppy love
I’m that place you go where you get what you need
where the heart’s still warm but the blood don’t bleed
Tryna be better than what got you hurt
Damn that filth and you’ve damned the earth
As it is in Heaven, so it is in the dirt
As it is in Heaven, so it is in the dirt

Honey (~2014)

(A, G/A, Ab)
(A, D, B/A, B, D)

This is a song about
When you’ve got something so good,
You know what it’s like:
You think that you need it
But you know that you don’t
You want it to work
But you’re pretty sure that it won’t
So you gotta ask yourself,
“What will I do when my,
What will I do when my….

What will I do when my honeys all gone?
What will I do when my honeys all gone?
Start suckin’ daisies just to make my own
Let that Honey drip from my bones

What will I do when the spring won’t come?
Birds won’t sing and those bees won’t buzz?
I’ll throw a rock at that big old sun
Get that spin to get my season

When all those flowers that bring my honey to me
Turn as frigid as those Honey bees
There’s still some sweetness in the Honey pot
And it’s the sweetest once it starts to rot

Don’t do unto me to get a damn thing
Playing nice is just another scheme
You want that sweetness get the good with the salt
It’s just a flavour, not a matter of fault

There’s that sugar locked up in those rocks
I’ll get my hammer out and turn ’em all soft
That sweet to suck on, wash the dirt from my mouth
That’s what I’ll do when my Honey runs out

I’ll burn it to the ground just to keep me warm
And from the ashes build a better one
Say what you want bout how to start this thing
A match in the hand is worth more in gasoline

I’m on top of the world
I’m not buried, yet
I’m on top of the world
I’m not buried, yet
I’m on top of the world
I’m not buried, yet
I’m on top of the world
I’m not buried, yet

Gemini (~2017):

(F, C, A#)

Gemini
I’m the bull and I’m the China shop
See me when my temper drops
When I fall apart

I might fill my cup
Gotta be my own pick me up
Gotta be my own pan and broom
Make a mess so I can make some room

(C, A#)
Just like I’ve always done
Like I might always do
Each time it’s the same old song
Each time it’s a finer tune

Let it go, take it deeper
Just how I work it out
Hope somebody finds some work
From the selfish work that I do

Oh and maybe I could blame you
But what’s the use
For how I’ve been affected
By all that I choose

Could I have known
That that voice was the one
Telling me exactly
How it was gonna be?

But Each time it falls apart
The static clears in my rear view
And I see the magic was always there
Like a ghost in a photograph

Oh and I could blame me
Pointed finger never showed the way
To harvest my power in fragility
To find the one I’ve always been

Beneath all the wounds I’ve linked
All the thorns in my paw
Don’t want all my reasons to twitch
To wire my jaw

Getting jaded hasn’t been so bad
Turned me to a precious stone
Keep my feet on the ground
Now I don’t break with my dreams

Hungry (~2014):

An ode to my captors, who are themselves slaves as they seek to make captors out of their slaves – as they were trained to do to run this mlm parasitic program.

(E, C, F, Am)

Don’t let me suck you dry
Gotta be tougher, too tender and I’ll eat you alive
Cuz I’m hungry darlin,
I’m nearly starvin’ nearly all of the time
Feel safe when you sleep with the wolf
But when I got those doe eyes better run for your life

All I know is where the sun goes
When it goes away
I guess it’s off with my brothers, friends, my lovers
They were better not to stay

But oh, what I don’t know
Is how to stay warm when the night gets cold
That’s when I get to greivin’ for my disbelievin’
There’s a good reason I was made

These demons that I travel with
No I don’t know their names*
But they hide in the shadows til my heart slows
When they reveal their cold broken frame

But Oh, what I can’t say
Is how to shake them loose, they always get their way
I can scream, I can fight,
But they only get tighter
There’s a reason they were made

Oh, I don’t know
How to stay warm when the night gets cold
But they talk and they talk and it never fucking stops
I’ll let the cold in just to see the smoke escape

Now all I know is how to howl at the moon when it gets full
It comes up like the cracks
When we storm the stone in packs
Best be praying for our prey

But oh, what I can’t say
Is what happens if I go when they hiss at me to stay
That’s when I get to drinking
I got to thinking
The smoke is all of which we’re made

Will I choke on the smoke of all that we burned down
I guess I’m bound
To have it out with the shadows of my doubts
When it all takes me down

Lyrics from before I knew what I was knowin, but (t)he(y) knew well enough when (t)he(y) decided to try to take me out:

An ode to mysterious deaths we tell stories about & how misinformation affects us all

Bedfire (~2018):

(F, Gb, G)

How could they not know
That their bed was on fire?
Oh, they did it to themselves.
And when those flames got higher
They spread to my door
Just like they knew that it would

Accountability
Not everybody’s got the same ability
Next to nobodies got the same
Definitions that you do
Ah, but if we recognize
We walk similar lines upon very different lives
And every little stroke is just a part of the whole

(F, A)
Everybody, everybody’s got some sort of head start
Some more than the others do
Everybody, everybody’s got some sort of hangup
Some are tied with a tighter noose

(F, E7)
Ah, but if we empathize
Help ’em out if we recognize
That nobody’s born knowin a thing
Everybody just does what they know
We learned it all somewhere
If you don’t understand, then I’d guess you weren’t there
If your concern honestly extends beyond
How you feel, it’s about yourself
You could be the difference
A good kind of influence
Someone who’s actually listening
Who doesn’t clutch so tight to their reality bein realest of all
Doesn’t clutch to your judgements
Clutch so tight to your sacraments
Give the calling out a cause
We can help us, help them, help us, help them, help ’em out
All this suffering sure is some kind of mess
Get out your brooms & rags, we’re cleaning house

Sometimes normalizing oppression’s a survival mechanism
And if it’s normal to you it permeates everything that you do

We can help us, help them, help us, help them, help ’em out
We can help us, help them, help us, help them, help ’em out
La da da da..

Roadside(~2017):

(C, B, Bb, A)

You won’t catch me on the roadside, rattlin’ that chain
Done with that demon so I gave him a name
Only ever asked him just to get it straight
Now I get that he’s a crook and he don’t bend that way
You won’t catch me on the roadside, rattlin’ that chain

Me, I’m feeling soft as a thorn
It’s no mystery that I’m a woman scorned
Now I won’t lift a finger but suggest you watch your step
Not even I have got a fury like you’ll bring on yourself
If you do like me to another one

I didn’t wanna write this guess I ain’t that strong
Just had to spit the poison out so I can move along
But, God Damn, it’s nice to write a song

Without some do wrong man tryna show me how it’s done

You can’t steal my crown (A)
Not from me (C)
Won’t be holding me down (A)
I’m so high you can’t reach me (C)
I’m so high you can’t reach me (C, B, Bb, A)

Me I know where I went wrong
When I went and left my trigger with a son of a gun
If I’m sorry for a thing it’s that it took so long

For me to get myself out from under your thumb

Oh and how you loved me like a broken record
And since you I’ve been loving myself so much better
So if you thought I held your candle then I got bad news

I got a brand new box of matches that I’m ready to use

Oh, but how you kept up with my appetite

and sure you kept me feeling kinda warm at night

but I let you so close I couldn’t see you right

and you were right, no one is ever gonna love me like

you, cuz I’ll see that they never do

you, cuz you played me for the wrong kinda fool

you, mistook me for somebody who

was gonna talk about the door without walkin’ on through

Darkside (~2015):

(Bm, G7)

Honey I wouldn’t be what I’m without my darkside
How can a light that burns so bright help but fading out
No, I, I wouldn’t be what I’m without my Darkside
And it’s all the more blinding if you try to fight
So hold fast when the lights go out

And who’d really care for the moon if it weren’t for her waning away
Pretty as she is when she’s full you can’t ask her to stay that way
And we’d curse the sun for dead crops and the burns on our skin
If he didn’t go and leave us in the cold dark night every now and again

(G, D+, Bm)
Well, I wouldn’t know my shape without my shadow, son
Darkness let’s us know what’s light
Best respect your demons if you ever hope to meet ’em
They can teach you all about the night

(Bm, G7)
That’s why I’ve got to have my time spanning all sides of the line
Tell me, how can a fire that burns so high help but comin’ down
Though I need it, need to let it go – carbon dioxide
It’s poison, process, antidote, when we let it out