Every time I try to escape, I lash myself.

Hello, and thank you for seeking to illuminate the very severe issues of coercive control and gaslighting, which disproportionately affects indigenous communities and other demographics which have been historically targeted with indoctrination, which as you can imagine, are the primary mechanisms of colonialism and RS.

My major concern is that you are only really detailing the lite versions of this system of oppression.

I am a member of a trafficked family, under broad spectrum coercive control handled by a criminal organization, to the extent of RAMCOA, Ritual Abuse, Mind Control & Organized Abuse. I am gatekept from advocacy, care, protection and healing under this system, only further endangered by awareness of this grotesque fact. This has targeted my family on either side, one from Nazi indoctrination, the other from RS, for a minimum of 4 generations. My family is a rare case but certainly not a solitary case.

This has involved the regular, tactical traumatization of all members of my family, by other members in positions of control, as early as in utero, to groom us into unseen slaves by the control of our nervous systems. As I understand it, MK-Ultra is a candidate for identification of the program. Even many of the perpetrators are unaware of their own victimization and that they are under the control of someone of a higher rank.

This matter is viral and endemic, and affects the entire country to varying degrees, as men who operate at this level of influence, have also been influencing culture and policy.

The current prime targets seem to be the lost children and their descendants, many of whom  are deemed to “not count” to thin the herd of people who would be included in indigenous representation against this manner of modern colonial violence. This oppressive force continues to benefit from separating indigenous parents and children.

I live in terror every day after having my life, community and self destroyed through this extreme and all encompassing system of abuse.

I beg of anyone interested in such matters to help connect me to those empowered to act on this unseen crisis, as slavery, terrorism and torture are accurate terms to describe this violence by.

Asking for Land Back or any repair will be entirely pointless if we do not find the means to first reclaim our minds from the colonial control that remains begging to be decolonized if we are ever to truly be free and equal individuals in anything more than appearance in a society built on our systemic destruction. 

As my uncle and his affiliates understand very well, if you control someone’s mind, you control all that they control, and influence all that they influence. On the matter of gaslighting, it is urgent to consider that we switched to electricity long ago, and our defence needs to get with the times of the offence.

Blessings and prayers that my plead be heard as the authentic tragedy of public interest which this factually is.

Thank you for being an organization who made me feel safe to try today, it gets less likely for me with every crushing day in isolation.

Please note that this abuse has largely hinged on the control of my electronics, likeness and identity, so you may never reach me, but all I can do is try. If I don’t respond, I did not receive a reply. If I respond with anything but desire to connect in person, it was not me.